Wednesday, May 2, 2012
{ chup chupke. }
Hello after what seems to be ages. well i'm back. and doing fine seeing that i'm still alive. alot has gone on in my life that i have become too tired to elaborate so much so let me summarize, full-timed, raised, probable weight loss [seeing that mama dier has commented on why i've lost so much weight, Alhamdulillah hehehe], confession level 98 to that certain homosapien whom i still love, little minor changes but still the same, orientation after a year plus, this new not so teeny weeny crush on a certain beatle of the hazelnut color who has made me smile so fucking much this past two weeks and made me more dependant on my ownself, made me feel so happy and light, like, i don't have to depend on anyone else but myself though a part of me still puts hopes, no, feelings into that other homosapien. on a separate note, more tamil/hindi songs stuck in my head, more nostalgia of ze past. caught the woman in black[which was a much disappointing ending but was good], the cabin in the woods[ which had a fucking good storyline but fucking terrible ending also], and finally the avengers earlier on which was fucking awesome and i really wanna watch it a-fucking-gain. my lovely saro bought a new phone and am happy for her. oh, i met seelan[i sriously forgot his real name] but yes i saw him, he thin and handsome and wahhh. ok that's pretty much it. and beatle, thanks for really making me smile so much more this past two weeks. i don't know what i'm feeling right now. i think it's a crush? i think it's infatuation but i really like you. you make me happy [ apart from that other homosapien]. i finally have butterflies in my stomach again. i have hummingbird heartbeats again. i feel, light, happy. and it's because of you. you so cute and sweet i just want to pinch and squeeze you until i can see rainbows. well, that's about it. so, till i come back when i have the time and oh vettai is getting so intense damn it. ok goodnight beatle and gerbil. and goodmorning bnjmadden my love ♥
sairah.