Thursday, February 16, 2012
{ who's in charge. }

Goodmidnight creatures loved by Allah s.w.t. Peace be upon all. ok first of all i just wanted to see the difference in me from 2007 to 2012. hahaha i can literally laugh at my own face. but hey, at least i did change, and i'm guessing for the better. just look at that left picture, still with that good ol' piercing and that whole which apparently still hasn't closed after what seems to be five years already. But Alhamdulillah i've changed for the better. oh the curly wurly hair. i do miss miss miss miss miss my curly wurly hair and the fact that it's coming back out now, i feel like chopping off my hair and letting it grow curly again. but i'm afraid of the outcome. hmm. i'll think about it this week. So in other news, today i'm happy then upset for a while then angry then happy then upset for awhile again then freaked out for a minute or two and then i went home happy as a goober. you, never fail to brighten my day. and indeed if you're down, i'll try to console you like how you would to me. and seeing you not smile makes me uneasy, like i wanna past you a note that writes in bold and big letters, "Smile, it'll make things better :) " but, well, i have my ways and you most certainly have yours and i don't know if it's just me or what, i just smelled you. like right now. that significant fragrant of your just went up my nostrils. ♥ ok sairah get real, tunay. but whatever it is, mahalkita. and something you said earlier really got me thinking and happy hehe. so my macbook crashed down on my upper lip and hit my teeth and now it's bleeding inside and swelling. what a start. it hurts.. Thank God for my offday otherwise i'd have to come to work with senget lips and not being able to smile properly. hah. ok i guess i should get some rest now so see you on the fifth day of the week love. Goodnight/morning. and goodafternoon benjimadden my love.