Sunday, February 19, 2012
{ losing control. }
" Don't change because someone wants you too. Change because you want to. If you have to change for someone then they aren't worth it. The ones that don't want you to change accepts you for who you are and are worth your time."
Peace be upon all humans of Allah s.w.t. I was expecting my hair to turn out like the one above but it didn't. But i like my hair now. it's a bit too freaken curly but i like it. i'm back to my original hair. no more rebonding or straightening. All i can do now is wait for it to grow long again. truth is by the time it's long as i desire, you'll be gone.. but it's ok. i'll just make the most out of it. And now i know where they stand. and where you, you and especially you, stand. just from a haircut i know the real ones the not so. Alhamdulillah. and you, seriously. i don't know what i am to do about it. i really don't. i know i can't have you, i know this is all that we can ever be, but you're making it difficult for me with these things. I'll try to lessen my expectations so as to lessen my chances of disappointment. but all i know is you're not just a senior, not just another friend. you're so much more but i can't really seem to put to words how much you mean to me. and you don't even know. well, see you on monday love. goodnight/morning. and also bnjmadden my love.
sairah.