Friday, February 3, 2012
{ neram illai. }
Good midnight wonderful, beautiful & nocturnal creatures of Allah s.w.t. Peace be upon all. Mr rbn rj is back and well and i'm happy for him cause now he is back to his old self. everyone else is happy and good and healthy so praise be to God. I'm kinda happy. i think. because like Mr. nshn said, when you think you're happy, don't be too happy. because there's a limit to happiness. sometimes, things just go wrong at any particular time. so treasure every moment while it lasts. and for now, i'm trying to normalize you as day goes by. treat you like you're just another one of them. it's very difficult for me but i'll keep trying. InsyaAllah i'll make it through. and if i don't, it means you're staying for a reason. a reason i will find out. i will eventually find out. soon. maybe it's infatuation. maybe it's for real. but for now, i know that you mean more to me than just another one of them. much, much more. i cannot tell you that. it frustrates the shit out of me that i always have to keep these things to myself and only a few alibis know about it. because, in life, you're free to express yourself whenever and however you want to. but i can't. i just can't. but you're still top of my list and you have to know that. no matter how many fingers you count and point to me, you're still top of the list. okay? so i'll see you tomorrow for a few hours. that's all i need. and i am hooked to vettai/nanben songs. darn you yuvan and harris. why you make such good songs? hehe. Oh, oh, oh, royal rumble is out and i need my reds and blues a-sap. Good morning benji madden my love. And goodnight mdsg.
sairah.