Saturday, January 28, 2012
{ where i have been. }

Goodmidnight all. i'm happy today. really. though it was'nt so fun as i expected it to be, but i'm happy. finally the day came. But i shouldn't have brought him sheesha-ing. i should've known better. i hope he doesn't think i'm boring. because frankly, he was kinda quiet and i didn't know what to talk about. but i'm just contented enough to know that we did. alas. hopefully there's a 2nd time. InsyaAllah. if it's meant to be then it will happen again. and tomorrow will go watch nanben with jvlskhmy if it works out. so three more days. three more freaken days. i can do this. i can. just, i don't know. it's just different without you around you know. even people have start questioning my change of moods at work because you're not there. i miss you. a lot. days, past by faster please. and yes, i finally changed out of the baju kurung-ed uniform to the new one. people say i look way taller than before. hehe. and sexy. and slim. woopwoop. well, let's just enjoy each day as it passes by. and bumped into my lasallle lecturer angela. so nice that she still recognizes me. i miss drawing, painting, doodling, scribbling. everything. i need time. all on my own. i want to be selfish for once. please. Goodnight mgds. and Goodmorning bnjmadden. love you.
sairah.