Tuesday, December 13, 2011
{ Why this .... a di. }

Peace be upon all. Well a lot has been going on. i don't even know where to begin. And i really am considering going on for full time. but.. i still don't know yet. but all i know is for now, i really have no mood to further my studies. i'm not gonna do well if i carry on. for now. i still have ambitions for the future. i just want to see if this job will bring me somewhere. somewhere further that i can finally say, i'm stable and somewhere. still, standing. but for now, i really don't think studies is the best thing for me. i want to know more things. learn more things. to be able to say, "ok, i'll get on to that." "hey i can do that." and not, "give me a minute i'll call someone to assist you." i want to be assisting. Dear God, i need your help and guidance. is this what i should be doing?
sairah.
p.s i really really think, i should stop harping on you. let go. but i, still, sure as hell, can't forget you.