Tuesday, December 27, 2011
{ the use of paper. }

Peace be upon all. I'm happy. I'm pretty contented for now. But i'm sick so Alhamdulillah. And i'm kind of confused. unsure. i know i want to do this for now. But some are leaving. It always happens. It's been happening for God knows how long. It sucks. But change is always coming. So i have to be brave and strong and brace myself for what is going to happen. And now, i'm not so sure, i'm just really not sure what i am feeling right now. For who, for why, for fuck. So i'll just be happy day by day and hopefully things get better in my head and around me. And what you said, touched my heart though i didn't really know what exactly was meant by that but yes, i'm kind of touched. A year has passed and in six days, twenty-twelve will come. New Year's Resolution is being planned and InsyaAllah, this year, what i aim, is what i will, WILL, accomplish. So for now, till i come back with some spare time in my hands, Goodnight. And to brndvl, i really don't know what i am feeling. Ok? So goodnight to you. and mhnds.