Friday, December 2, 2011
{ Can't shake this feeling. }

I didn't want you to know. i wanted it to be kept a secret. i didn't want you to know. of all people, i didn't want You, to know. it makes me feel like shit every time you do that to me. because the fact is i'd let him slip off my shoulder for you you mean so much more to me. you mean a hell lot more to me than he did. i'd rather lose him than you. i don't want things to change between us. i don't. though i know it is going to anyways. but i can't shake off this feelings that i have for you. you make me feel this way. you make me feel these things. i fully blame you for it. but i like it. i like you. i just can't admit it. i won't. not until you do. InsyaAllah things between us are just the way they were before. i just don't want anything to change, ok? i think about you every minute. every thing i do, every song i hear, every show i watch, all goes back to you. why? why? Why? i don't call this love but this is definitely not just a crush and it's not going away. Goodnight/morning m. falafel.
sairah.