I don't know what i'm doing, i'm stressed, tired, worn out, disheartened, upset, hopeful, waiting. And confused. And i have three weeks left before school commences. I'm not sure if i'm ready. To leave work, and start school. And i'm eating cereal in the evening. And i'm not doing anything but watch masterchef australia back to back. I'm not sure if i should say something to you. I don't know if it's going anywhere. I haven't updated for almost two months. I'm jumping around everywhere. And m. is making me feel so confused and something i've never felt before. I'm not sure if it's good, but for now i like it. I'm not supposed to. But i'm supposed to be happy with what is given. But i don't know. Sairah, i really don't know what to do right now. Please help, someone. Fruitmussel is even confusing me further. Can't you just get it in your thick skull that i fucking like you. please. Work is actually making me happy. I want to go to work everyday. I want to feel this tired everyday. But i can't, i have school in three weeks. I'm not ready. But right now, i'm watching Naan Mahaan Alla. And it's a great movie not even one hour into it. So hello to work tomorrow. And goodnight fruitmussel and everyone else.