Wednesday, May 18, 2011
{ that last bit of gut left. }
Well hello everyone. i forgot to write in the earlier post that i went to catch fast five with jamil my love and it was awesome and met donna and shf. for the first time and he's a nice person. lots have happened but i choose to be happy and work as i've mentioned before, was awesome. saw a.bhai. after such a long time. so me and srh.yns have decided to be annoying peas in a pod. since she finally reactivated her account so why not right. and i finally did it Jajina♥. i added her. and we're kinda ok now. will be meeting up with her soon, hopefully. and i was actually in tears. i don't know. it all just came back to me. i just missed the good times we had. we did have good times. just that the bad ones used to overlap too much that sometimes it's hard to recall. but i do remember. and i miss it. well, hopefully all goes well InsyaAllah. Oh i'm superstoked about tomorrow, or rather later's chalet. can't wait and hopefully it'll be fun like i imagined it to be but hmm, expect the unexpected much yeah. well, we'll see. so i guess i should knock off now and good thinking to have took an off day on thursday. woopwoop. and i'm still patiently [i'm lying to myself, inside i'm jumping up and down and crying and dwelling on the fact that he hasn't called/texted] waiting for that moment. InsyaAllah it'll come soon. so greatmorning bnjmdn. and pleasant night matthew vetrosa.
Well hello everyone. i forgot to write in the earlier post that i went to catch fast five with jamil my love and it was awesome and met donna and shf. for the first time and he's a nice person. lots have happened but i choose to be happy and work as i've mentioned before, was awesome. saw a.bhai. after such a long time. so me and srh.yns have decided to be annoying peas in a pod. since she finally reactivated her account so why not right. and i finally did it Jajina♥. i added her. and we're kinda ok now. will be meeting up with her soon, hopefully. and i was actually in tears. i don't know. it all just came back to me. i just missed the good times we had. we did have good times. just that the bad ones used to overlap too much that sometimes it's hard to recall. but i do remember. and i miss it. well, hopefully all goes well InsyaAllah. Oh i'm superstoked about tomorrow, or rather later's chalet. can't wait and hopefully it'll be fun like i imagined it to be but hmm, expect the unexpected much yeah. well, we'll see. so i guess i should knock off now and good thinking to have took an off day on thursday. woopwoop. and i'm still patiently [i'm lying to myself, inside i'm jumping up and down and crying and dwelling on the fact that he hasn't called/texted] waiting for that moment. InsyaAllah it'll come soon. so greatmorning bnjmdn. and pleasant night matthew vetrosa.
sairah.
Monday, May 16, 2011
{ that enveloped happiness is. }
Hello. i'm supposed to be asleep but i'm blogging. so it'll be a short one. i have been happy. first day back at work was pleasant with robo mama and makcik favorite. and everyone else who made me happy. i'm additionally happy due to the french communication with a certain someone and the fact that it stayed in french, and not translated. Alhamdulillah. And am having a huge addiction to shemar moore. he is 41 and still gorgeous. please. and happy vesak day to all celebrating. though i have work tomorrow. ergh. oh, to those who tagged my board, thanks yous very much and it would be nice if you guys could give me a proper link to your blogs so i can see them. all i get are advert sites and a site called blogobo. but still, thank you for dropping by :] ♥ to you guys. i have yet to get my hands on my wrestlemania. so stupid to put such a big poster of it and when i ask, you tell me it's sold out. what the milk right. but it's ok, i'm broke now anyway. haha. so greatmorning benjamin levi madden whom i will always love everyday of my life and who is married to me in my head. Ernest P. Whirl huh. i still love you anyway ♥. And pleasant night matthew vetrosa.
Hello. i'm supposed to be asleep but i'm blogging. so it'll be a short one. i have been happy. first day back at work was pleasant with robo mama and makcik favorite. and everyone else who made me happy. i'm additionally happy due to the french communication with a certain someone and the fact that it stayed in french, and not translated. Alhamdulillah. And am having a huge addiction to shemar moore. he is 41 and still gorgeous. please. and happy vesak day to all celebrating. though i have work tomorrow. ergh. oh, to those who tagged my board, thanks yous very much and it would be nice if you guys could give me a proper link to your blogs so i can see them. all i get are advert sites and a site called blogobo. but still, thank you for dropping by :] ♥ to you guys. i have yet to get my hands on my wrestlemania. so stupid to put such a big poster of it and when i ask, you tell me it's sold out. what the milk right. but it's ok, i'm broke now anyway. haha. so greatmorning benjamin levi madden whom i will always love everyday of my life and who is married to me in my head. Ernest P. Whirl huh. i still love you anyway ♥. And pleasant night matthew vetrosa.
sairah.
Friday, May 6, 2011
{ beyond the bright lights. }
Hello. Hi. Hey. So i'm quite happy right now. Fuck all the shit that pulled me down. Thank God for being this strong. So i went back to rplaza to collect some stuff and sorry to hear the loss. So met up with Jamil my love omg i miss her or what. And i saw mgn.anna. So nice to see him after so long. And ynto, slvstr, vcky, jnt, d.mama, cnnie, engblrt, adrn. I swore i couldn't stop smiling. I was just so happy to see them after a while and then slvstr told me to read a text on his phone and they actually freaken invited me to the chalet. Oh Allah s.w.t. I am so touched and happy by the fact that they make me feel part of them. I really do. I love them. I've never been so attached to people like i've been with them. Unfortunately i didn't get to see my favorite mama but it's ok, i'll be coming again on the second day next week. So i am really considering on working at banquet, for just two weeks, until Jamil goes back to carousel, at least i don't rot at home like shit and grow fatter right. So we'll see how things goes. On another note, like finally after a long time, met up with JAJINA♥ Short meetup but was quite enough for me to go by, spilled out the stories to be told and exchanges of tales and long walks and b/lunch at almost dinner time. Meet me again soon when you're not busy ok JAJINA♥ Bumped into cousin and friend and saw some other familiar faces. Macdee's dinnner with the fatbrother at st. 21; good catching up/ bonding time with the fat young almost tall as me now, one. So tomorrow's polling day cum mother's day. (you know i never liked the word cum to conjuct words together but wtf it's for good use) I think i'm probably blanja-ing my lovely mother since her birthday is also around the corner. Well, i've practically said i had to and damn it i want my wrestlemania la. I'm supposed to be watching world stage live right now but no, i'm blogging. So see you again on another day. Greatmorning bnjmdn. Pleasant night and peace be upon all.
Hello. Hi. Hey. So i'm quite happy right now. Fuck all the shit that pulled me down. Thank God for being this strong. So i went back to rplaza to collect some stuff and sorry to hear the loss. So met up with Jamil my love omg i miss her or what. And i saw mgn.anna. So nice to see him after so long. And ynto, slvstr, vcky, jnt, d.mama, cnnie, engblrt, adrn. I swore i couldn't stop smiling. I was just so happy to see them after a while and then slvstr told me to read a text on his phone and they actually freaken invited me to the chalet. Oh Allah s.w.t. I am so touched and happy by the fact that they make me feel part of them. I really do. I love them. I've never been so attached to people like i've been with them. Unfortunately i didn't get to see my favorite mama but it's ok, i'll be coming again on the second day next week. So i am really considering on working at banquet, for just two weeks, until Jamil goes back to carousel, at least i don't rot at home like shit and grow fatter right. So we'll see how things goes. On another note, like finally after a long time, met up with JAJINA♥ Short meetup but was quite enough for me to go by, spilled out the stories to be told and exchanges of tales and long walks and b/lunch at almost dinner time. Meet me again soon when you're not busy ok JAJINA♥ Bumped into cousin and friend and saw some other familiar faces. Macdee's dinnner with the fatbrother at st. 21; good catching up/ bonding time with the fat young almost tall as me now, one. So tomorrow's polling day cum mother's day. (you know i never liked the word cum to conjuct words together but wtf it's for good use) I think i'm probably blanja-ing my lovely mother since her birthday is also around the corner. Well, i've practically said i had to and damn it i want my wrestlemania la. I'm supposed to be watching world stage live right now but no, i'm blogging. So see you again on another day. Greatmorning bnjmdn. Pleasant night and peace be upon all.
sairah.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
{ you've got to get outside. }
Ok peace be upon all at the wee hours of midnight right now. I just can't get my eyes to collapse on me. So i have been jobless for three days now, including today, four. I miss work. I miss waking up at 4.30 in the morning and snoozing the alarm button till 5 and panicking after. I miss walking to the bustop and checking my watch every five minutes to see that i'm on time. I miss predicting about whether i'll get a seat in the train or if i have to stand all the way. I miss blowing off at the nearby bin beside the starbucks and walking in, seeing some familiar faces outside. I miss seeing whose birthday it is on the board everytime i walk in to sign under the carousel file. I miss saying goodmorning to everyone and in the locker. I miss choosing which uniform amongst the three that i love the most. I miss having very early breakfast in the service square when i have enough time to, and seeing my girls in the locker room with happy mornings and greetings to other staff. I miss praying to God to give me strength and patience to go through everyday at work. I miss getting frustrated at the lift when i get lazy to go up the stairs and it is stuck on the --teenth floor. I miss going up and seeing where i'm stationed at. I miss seeing the chefs and greetings to one another. I miss seating guests. I miss greeting them. I miss clearing plates. I miss setting tables. I miss making cappuccino. I miss making lattes and hot chocolates and variety of teas and decaffeinated coffee. I miss the watermelon juice and little muffins and croissants and puff pastries generous captains will get for me. I miss getting angry whenever i'm the first to arrive at the station and everything is not in place/missing. I miss counting/sending napkins. I miss folding extra napkins and topping up every available item that can be topped up. I miss pushing out trolleys of cutlery holders and goblets and coffe cups and pushin back trolleys of dirty cups/plates/glasses back to stewarding. I miss bumping into people who make me happy. I miss wiping dirty goblets. I miss wiping dirty placemats. I miss brushing dirt off the chairs. I miss joining tables. I miss folding seviettes. I miss signing in and out. I miss saying goodbye. I miss littlest jokes with the colleagues. I miss e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. I need time to move on i guess. Greatmorning bnjmdn. Pleasant night all.
Ok peace be upon all at the wee hours of midnight right now. I just can't get my eyes to collapse on me. So i have been jobless for three days now, including today, four. I miss work. I miss waking up at 4.30 in the morning and snoozing the alarm button till 5 and panicking after. I miss walking to the bustop and checking my watch every five minutes to see that i'm on time. I miss predicting about whether i'll get a seat in the train or if i have to stand all the way. I miss blowing off at the nearby bin beside the starbucks and walking in, seeing some familiar faces outside. I miss seeing whose birthday it is on the board everytime i walk in to sign under the carousel file. I miss saying goodmorning to everyone and in the locker. I miss choosing which uniform amongst the three that i love the most. I miss having very early breakfast in the service square when i have enough time to, and seeing my girls in the locker room with happy mornings and greetings to other staff. I miss praying to God to give me strength and patience to go through everyday at work. I miss getting frustrated at the lift when i get lazy to go up the stairs and it is stuck on the --teenth floor. I miss going up and seeing where i'm stationed at. I miss seeing the chefs and greetings to one another. I miss seating guests. I miss greeting them. I miss clearing plates. I miss setting tables. I miss making cappuccino. I miss making lattes and hot chocolates and variety of teas and decaffeinated coffee. I miss the watermelon juice and little muffins and croissants and puff pastries generous captains will get for me. I miss getting angry whenever i'm the first to arrive at the station and everything is not in place/missing. I miss counting/sending napkins. I miss folding extra napkins and topping up every available item that can be topped up. I miss pushing out trolleys of cutlery holders and goblets and coffe cups and pushin back trolleys of dirty cups/plates/glasses back to stewarding. I miss bumping into people who make me happy. I miss wiping dirty goblets. I miss wiping dirty placemats. I miss brushing dirt off the chairs. I miss joining tables. I miss folding seviettes. I miss signing in and out. I miss saying goodbye. I miss littlest jokes with the colleagues. I miss e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. I need time to move on i guess. Greatmorning bnjmdn. Pleasant night all.
sairah.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
{ Deceived by my eyes. }
So hello and good night. I am no longer working, for reasons. Am terribly sad to have to leave it all. I've been working for five months plus and i have to let go. I wasn't ready. Am still not ready. But i guess all good things eventually comes to an end yeah. But i thank God to have had the opportunity to meet great awesome incredibly nice people, make new friends, find new people, appreciate everything else even more. Have learnt alot from this experience and definitely will never forget it. So thanks to everyone who made an impact in my life while i was there. And it saddens me that i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to my favorite mama. Hopefully i'll see him when i go back to collect some stuff, InsyaAllah. So on another note, am going job-seeking with s.yns very soon. I cannot afford to sit home and do nothing and gain ten kilos every week, oh no. So dad's gonna come out of the toilet very soon, so i'll update another day alright. Thanks and Greatnight all. And pleasant morning bnjmdn.
So hello and good night. I am no longer working, for reasons. Am terribly sad to have to leave it all. I've been working for five months plus and i have to let go. I wasn't ready. Am still not ready. But i guess all good things eventually comes to an end yeah. But i thank God to have had the opportunity to meet great awesome incredibly nice people, make new friends, find new people, appreciate everything else even more. Have learnt alot from this experience and definitely will never forget it. So thanks to everyone who made an impact in my life while i was there. And it saddens me that i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to my favorite mama. Hopefully i'll see him when i go back to collect some stuff, InsyaAllah. So on another note, am going job-seeking with s.yns very soon. I cannot afford to sit home and do nothing and gain ten kilos every week, oh no. So dad's gonna come out of the toilet very soon, so i'll update another day alright. Thanks and Greatnight all. And pleasant morning bnjmdn.
sairah.