Ok very quick update here. My eyes are about to fall off their sockets but i won't bail on it again. Been meaning to update yesterday night but unfortunately i got too tired. So tutoring abd.s art has been going smooth/well Alhamdulillah. am very proud of him for making it this far. God's will he'll be so much better. So bumped into nwztn and boy he looks like abang abang india la konon. he's a nice guy. not much have changed of him. but was nice to see him after a while. also h.khn. Am relieved he finally said " Kau da tak macam monster ah," so i smiled. luckily rajib gandhi wasn't there else he would have noticed me blush. awkward, weird, strange meetup with this dude under the block who was, let's just say, upset? but he was nice. to think everyone thinks me and abd.s are together. ergh. it sucks. but unfortunately people see me with him almost everywhere so misconceptions are understood. though it gets pretty annoying after some time. Stop judging la come onnn. InsyaAllah'll be having early morning macdee's breakfast with s.y tomorrow since it's an offday for me. So work has been great seeing roboja mama and others who always make me happy. Unfortunately for you biotch, you're just dead to me. Smile and short greeting of shyness or perhaps awkwardness made me smile like an idiot to myself. Thanks yous. So greatnight all and pleasant morning bjnmdn and God bless all.
"I don't know this feeling of mine. When i don't see you, i long. Long to see that charmed face that encaptured me all these while. The shyness, awkwardness, and everything else in between you. But when i see you, the shyness and all, they have to go. Open up please. I really really, really like you. & InsyaAllah things'll go somewhere, and i'll be happy. The moment i see you, it all goes away, though my heart tends to skip a beat or two. Or even go faster and slower, at the same time. But still, you're the only one on my little fickle mind right now. Ironically i'm not fickle when it comes to you. Pleasant night, you. Long to see you already."