Monday, April 25, 2011
{ hum tum. }
Ok very quick update here. My eyes are about to fall off their sockets but i won't bail on it again. Been meaning to update yesterday night but unfortunately i got too tired. So tutoring abd.s art has been going smooth/well Alhamdulillah. am very proud of him for making it this far. God's will he'll be so much better. So bumped into nwztn and boy he looks like abang abang india la konon. he's a nice guy. not much have changed of him. but was nice to see him after a while. also h.khn. Am relieved he finally said " Kau da tak macam monster ah," so i smiled. luckily rajib gandhi wasn't there else he would have noticed me blush. awkward, weird, strange meetup with this dude under the block who was, let's just say, upset? but he was nice. to think everyone thinks me and abd.s are together. ergh. it sucks. but unfortunately people see me with him almost everywhere so misconceptions are understood. though it gets pretty annoying after some time. Stop judging la come onnn. InsyaAllah'll be having early morning macdee's breakfast with s.y tomorrow since it's an offday for me. So work has been great seeing roboja mama and others who always make me happy. Unfortunately for you biotch, you're just dead to me. Smile and short greeting of shyness or perhaps awkwardness made me smile like an idiot to myself. Thanks yous. So greatnight all and pleasant morning bjnmdn and God bless all.
"I don't know this feeling of mine. When i don't see you, i long. Long to see that charmed face that encaptured me all these while. The shyness, awkwardness, and everything else in between you. But when i see you, the shyness and all, they have to go. Open up please. I really really, really like you. & InsyaAllah things'll go somewhere, and i'll be happy. The moment i see you, it all goes away, though my heart tends to skip a beat or two. Or even go faster and slower, at the same time. But still, you're the only one on my little fickle mind right now. Ironically i'm not fickle when it comes to you. Pleasant night, you. Long to see you already."
Ok very quick update here. My eyes are about to fall off their sockets but i won't bail on it again. Been meaning to update yesterday night but unfortunately i got too tired. So tutoring abd.s art has been going smooth/well Alhamdulillah. am very proud of him for making it this far. God's will he'll be so much better. So bumped into nwztn and boy he looks like abang abang india la konon. he's a nice guy. not much have changed of him. but was nice to see him after a while. also h.khn. Am relieved he finally said " Kau da tak macam monster ah," so i smiled. luckily rajib gandhi wasn't there else he would have noticed me blush. awkward, weird, strange meetup with this dude under the block who was, let's just say, upset? but he was nice. to think everyone thinks me and abd.s are together. ergh. it sucks. but unfortunately people see me with him almost everywhere so misconceptions are understood. though it gets pretty annoying after some time. Stop judging la come onnn. InsyaAllah'll be having early morning macdee's breakfast with s.y tomorrow since it's an offday for me. So work has been great seeing roboja mama and others who always make me happy. Unfortunately for you biotch, you're just dead to me. Smile and short greeting of shyness or perhaps awkwardness made me smile like an idiot to myself. Thanks yous. So greatnight all and pleasant morning bjnmdn and God bless all.
"I don't know this feeling of mine. When i don't see you, i long. Long to see that charmed face that encaptured me all these while. The shyness, awkwardness, and everything else in between you. But when i see you, the shyness and all, they have to go. Open up please. I really really, really like you. & InsyaAllah things'll go somewhere, and i'll be happy. The moment i see you, it all goes away, though my heart tends to skip a beat or two. Or even go faster and slower, at the same time. But still, you're the only one on my little fickle mind right now. Ironically i'm not fickle when it comes to you. Pleasant night, you. Long to see you already."
sairah.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
{ Nothing at all. }
Peace be upon all. So i lazed the day away. Like really lazed the day. And as if bruno mars's The lazy song didn't add on to the lazyness i already felt. haha. Was supposed to do tutoring for s.y. and abd.s in art but both bailed. And was supposed to tutor math for little cousin, even she bailed. So i was pretty much left with nothing to do, no one to meet with and just sleeping till Asar was about to hit me and then a little housechores to get my muscles working and food and then back to the television set with usual programmes, hindi movie, j.shore catch up, tamil movies with no subtitles, then to white chicks. I've got to say Latrell, is the best. He just is. And i think for the first time in ages, watched news 5 tonight with the elder brother. hah. so now liverpool's leading by two and i probably am knocking off soon so i just wanted to say that since that, i have never, not even a minute, stopped thinking about you. מייטאַן טהעוואַר
Goodnight world and its residences and greatmorning bnjmdn. pleasant night frutta.
Peace be upon all. So i lazed the day away. Like really lazed the day. And as if bruno mars's The lazy song didn't add on to the lazyness i already felt. haha. Was supposed to do tutoring for s.y. and abd.s in art but both bailed. And was supposed to tutor math for little cousin, even she bailed. So i was pretty much left with nothing to do, no one to meet with and just sleeping till Asar was about to hit me and then a little housechores to get my muscles working and food and then back to the television set with usual programmes, hindi movie, j.shore catch up, tamil movies with no subtitles, then to white chicks. I've got to say Latrell, is the best. He just is. And i think for the first time in ages, watched news 5 tonight with the elder brother. hah. so now liverpool's leading by two and i probably am knocking off soon so i just wanted to say that since that, i have never, not even a minute, stopped thinking about you. מייטאַן טהעוואַר
Goodnight world and its residences and greatmorning bnjmdn. pleasant night frutta.
sairah.
Friday, April 22, 2011
{ but i want you. }
ok peace be upon everyone. so work was wonderful today with a.bhai. and i sighted frutta for a moment. not long enough for a smile but was happy enough. everyone was awesome, oh robo mamaku sudah pulang dari kampung. missed him. hahaha. they're nice. and then some biotch had to ruin it. thank God i was fifteen minutes into leaving. oh, jamil and dolah my loves were there too. & i just realised that a.bhai has a very charming smile and he loses his eyes while doing that. not many indians lose their eyes when they smile you know. haha. food was good, caught up with the rest of the partimers. had my moment in the room service area room because of that biotch. it was totally uncalled for to shout at me. seriously. it hurt my heart, so bad. but i'm fine. patience is indeed a virtue. offday tomorrow and probably gonna wake up early for morning meetup with abd.s and s.y for art tutoring and then math, yes math, tutoring in the afternoon for little cousin while she can teach me tamil. i freaken fell asleep when i was supposed to meet denafe just now. darn. had a conversation which made my day today and i'm very happy. seriously. no high hopes but just, happy. Thank God. so newyorkcitycops is running through my mind thanks to aj and glimpses of frutta everywhere. i'll be back whenever i'm back i guess. all pictures have been uploaded on fb. so greatmorning bnjmdn. pleasantnight frutta.
ok peace be upon everyone. so work was wonderful today with a.bhai. and i sighted frutta for a moment. not long enough for a smile but was happy enough. everyone was awesome, oh robo mamaku sudah pulang dari kampung. missed him. hahaha. they're nice. and then some biotch had to ruin it. thank God i was fifteen minutes into leaving. oh, jamil and dolah my loves were there too. & i just realised that a.bhai has a very charming smile and he loses his eyes while doing that. not many indians lose their eyes when they smile you know. haha. food was good, caught up with the rest of the partimers. had my moment in the room service area room because of that biotch. it was totally uncalled for to shout at me. seriously. it hurt my heart, so bad. but i'm fine. patience is indeed a virtue. offday tomorrow and probably gonna wake up early for morning meetup with abd.s and s.y for art tutoring and then math, yes math, tutoring in the afternoon for little cousin while she can teach me tamil. i freaken fell asleep when i was supposed to meet denafe just now. darn. had a conversation which made my day today and i'm very happy. seriously. no high hopes but just, happy. Thank God. so newyorkcitycops is running through my mind thanks to aj and glimpses of frutta everywhere. i'll be back whenever i'm back i guess. all pictures have been uploaded on fb. so greatmorning bnjmdn. pleasantnight frutta.
sairah.
Monday, April 18, 2011
{ desde el dia que te fuiste. }
Hellow and greetings fellow bloggers. Today is a great day despite the fact that my phone died on me. For the second time. So work was ok though i was late by twenty minutes. Thank God kak.s was nice. Working partners were fun and my bapak didn't come so everyone was a little relieved. Oh, fruit was in sight and i was ubber happy. Jamil my love was there too so i was extra happy. Caught Scream IV with Jamil my love and it was awesome. Like seriously. If you haven't watched it but watched the last three sequels, go save money and watch a.s.a.p. alright. Love the twist and wes craven is the best. Kirby looks freaking hot in the movie and charlie is cute. Like nerd cute. Way better than his brother. So, good catching up time with jamil my love and thanks for everything alright ♥. We go mustafa on wed with dolah ok. Am patiently, ok not so patient, but -ly waiting for 11pm. What the hell must've gone on in ron and sam's lives. I still love t-shirt time. P.delvecchio is the best. Well i've updated enough and jajina, i'm really considering on what you told me earlier. Maybe, maybe not. See how k. Even thinking about it makes me nervous already. And there's another part to the chapter. See you real soon ok love ♥. Greatmorning to bnjmdn and pleasant still-quite-early-night to fruit. fruitfruit.
Hellow and greetings fellow bloggers. Today is a great day despite the fact that my phone died on me. For the second time. So work was ok though i was late by twenty minutes. Thank God kak.s was nice. Working partners were fun and my bapak didn't come so everyone was a little relieved. Oh, fruit was in sight and i was ubber happy. Jamil my love was there too so i was extra happy. Caught Scream IV with Jamil my love and it was awesome. Like seriously. If you haven't watched it but watched the last three sequels, go save money and watch a.s.a.p. alright. Love the twist and wes craven is the best. Kirby looks freaking hot in the movie and charlie is cute. Like nerd cute. Way better than his brother. So, good catching up time with jamil my love and thanks for everything alright ♥. We go mustafa on wed with dolah ok. Am patiently, ok not so patient, but -ly waiting for 11pm. What the hell must've gone on in ron and sam's lives. I still love t-shirt time. P.delvecchio is the best. Well i've updated enough and jajina, i'm really considering on what you told me earlier. Maybe, maybe not. See how k. Even thinking about it makes me nervous already. And there's another part to the chapter. See you real soon ok love ♥. Greatmorning to bnjmdn and pleasant still-quite-early-night to fruit. fruitfruit.
sairah.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
{ cause it's just too much. }
Dear God, i know this is a test and i'm sure i can handle it, InsyaAllah. But i just want it back. please. someone, please tell me you found it. i really want it back. i feel like crying but to no avail. so God's will. i find it.
On another note, work was the best yesterday with jamil, dolah and their daddy, along with adidas, a.bhai and m.bhai. Unfortunately it was his last day yesterday. It's always like that isn't it. when you've finally found the comfort spot and they just leave you. so fucktup. But it's ok. Was great to have him as company. Probably going out with jamil and dolah on the comind wed. Shall ask mod if i can change my offday to thursday instead of tuesday. So, i wasted my day away yesterday. I slept, woke up, slept again, woke up again, and then slept till an hour ago. I just don't know what to do right now. I want my phone. period. and my long-missing fruit.
p.s. Happy 122nd Birthday Charlie Chaplin.
Dear God, i know this is a test and i'm sure i can handle it, InsyaAllah. But i just want it back. please. someone, please tell me you found it. i really want it back. i feel like crying but to no avail. so God's will. i find it.
On another note, work was the best yesterday with jamil, dolah and their daddy, along with adidas, a.bhai and m.bhai. Unfortunately it was his last day yesterday. It's always like that isn't it. when you've finally found the comfort spot and they just leave you. so fucktup. But it's ok. Was great to have him as company. Probably going out with jamil and dolah on the comind wed. Shall ask mod if i can change my offday to thursday instead of tuesday. So, i wasted my day away yesterday. I slept, woke up, slept again, woke up again, and then slept till an hour ago. I just don't know what to do right now. I want my phone. period. and my long-missing fruit.
p.s. Happy 122nd Birthday Charlie Chaplin.
sairah.
Monday, April 11, 2011
{ Reaching out for you. }
Ok so first and definitely foremost, to my beloved fatboy, Happy Fifteenth Birthday. For all the times you've irritated me, scolded me, go against me, think you're superior just cause you're bigger, shouted at me, made me feel like i've not been doing my job as a sister, upset me over and over again, be immature for stupid littlest reasons, i still love♥ you because of the times you've stood by me, made me laugh when i'm dead tired, cheer me up when issues rose, constantly tell me to watch funny videos on youtube and i'll end up loving it, come really close and let me smell your grotesque breath (i know i'm not supposed to describe smell with that word but yeas that's how i do), making me feel appreciated by thanking me for littlest things i do for you and everything else in between. Please oh please cut down on food, it's not the only thing that matters in this world you know, maybe second most important but still, God comes first. I hope you'll start growing up and respecting people whom deserve it and yeas, be happy always. Do well in your studies and don't play around too much ok love. I know your birthday wasn't much but i know you're happy :] You know you can come to me if you need any help on anything. I'll always be here for you and when i'm not, remember God Almighty is. God bless you always big little brother ♥.
Ok so first and definitely foremost, to my beloved fatboy, Happy Fifteenth Birthday. For all the times you've irritated me, scolded me, go against me, think you're superior just cause you're bigger, shouted at me, made me feel like i've not been doing my job as a sister, upset me over and over again, be immature for stupid littlest reasons, i still love♥ you because of the times you've stood by me, made me laugh when i'm dead tired, cheer me up when issues rose, constantly tell me to watch funny videos on youtube and i'll end up loving it, come really close and let me smell your grotesque breath (i know i'm not supposed to describe smell with that word but yeas that's how i do), making me feel appreciated by thanking me for littlest things i do for you and everything else in between. Please oh please cut down on food, it's not the only thing that matters in this world you know, maybe second most important but still, God comes first. I hope you'll start growing up and respecting people whom deserve it and yeas, be happy always. Do well in your studies and don't play around too much ok love. I know your birthday wasn't much but i know you're happy :] You know you can come to me if you need any help on anything. I'll always be here for you and when i'm not, remember God Almighty is. God bless you always big little brother ♥.
much and utmost love,
sairah ; your awesome benjiloving sister.
sairah ; your awesome benjiloving sister.
Friday, April 8, 2011
{ A picture with you. }
Greetings world and its occupants. So i am a happy person today. Happy tired person today. Thank Allah s.w.t it's Friday woop woop ♥ I have been constantly teased and disturbed by robo mama haha funny name he came up for himself and even mn is calling him that. Yes i have been teased and disturbed constantly by them, how sad for me. But they are nice people. Wonderful people, d.t and e.a and mike my favourite and r.r and mr.n for mod and pakcik ben and everyone else, i had a great day. I felt sleepy and tired though v2 wasn't the busiest today. My fruit was in sight but yes i'm still happy for apparent reasons. Went lone shopping at bugis street for leggings and i'm happy. Speech day later and i'm still choked up on what to wear, screw me much yeah. Hopefully the day goes good. Abd.s is making me nervous for no reason. So Il Divo is back and forth on my mind and i cannot seem to find the title of the song i'm hooked on to right now, frustrated muchhh ergghhh. But good enough to have the video on the phone so i have to be getting ready by now and my fruit made me happy so i'm happy but mr stomach is making me go to the toilet for catching up session darn it :( So more updates soon and to all blogobo users, thanks so much for tagging my board but infortunately i can't really view your specific pages, they direct me to a whole blogobo site by itself, it'll be nice if i get to view your personal blogs, but i really appreciate it yeah ♥muchloves. So greatevening to my fruit who will be increasing thy stamina and Greatevening bnjmdn. oh, oh, wish me luck for prizegiving later :]
sairah.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
{ and then there was. }
So first and foremost, to my beloved BEGUM, HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY! thank you for all the times you've stood by me, for the times, you told me to try when i didn't believe in myself, for the times you told me to not breakdown and move forward, the times you told me to forget them cause they're not worth my friendship, and every little things that you never fail to do to make me happy. And for that, I love you.But you already know that. hahaa.And please la i'll not make use of you to my fullest advantage *winkwink* but really, i won't la. i'm eighteen enough, haahaa. Meet me real soon ok JAJINA. ♥♥♥♥♥
So first and foremost, to my beloved BEGUM, HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY! thank you for all the times you've stood by me, for the times, you told me to try when i didn't believe in myself, for the times you told me to not breakdown and move forward, the times you told me to forget them cause they're not worth my friendship, and every little things that you never fail to do to make me happy. And for that, I love you.But you already know that. hahaa.And please la i'll not make use of you to my fullest advantage *winkwink* but really, i won't la. i'm eighteen enough, haahaa. Meet me real soon ok JAJINA. ♥♥♥♥♥
Friday, April 1, 2011
{ Until i finally tell you. }
So peace be upon all. I have been great. Thanks s.y for the wonderful ink and u.a for the wonderful wednesday with laddoos and disgusting plain water. Thanks u.a for cribbing in to watch case 39 with me. curse the home surround sound system right beside our ears and thanks mother for making me shout. Am officially a student at my dream school. Can't wait for school to begin. While everyone else is stressing their asses on the first few months of school, i'll probably just be starting. Work is good. Good indeed. Yet to make plans with ynto and the rest for an outing. Class picnic on the ninth. Speech day on the eighth. shznlv's birthday on the fifth. wow. good start to a wonderful april. Am very sleepy but i just can't seem to get my head to bang. And the ear is really driving me nuts. Vein oh vein. it hurts, lot. InsyaAllah it'll get better in time. wow that sounds so much like leona lewis. Usualdudes never seem to make me laugh and everything else in between. Yet to meet up with kshn my bitchboy. So i guess i'll be booking till my eyes die on me. Greatmorning benjimadden my love. Pleasantnight matthew vethrosa my handsome fruit.
So peace be upon all. I have been great. Thanks s.y for the wonderful ink and u.a for the wonderful wednesday with laddoos and disgusting plain water. Thanks u.a for cribbing in to watch case 39 with me. curse the home surround sound system right beside our ears and thanks mother for making me shout. Am officially a student at my dream school. Can't wait for school to begin. While everyone else is stressing their asses on the first few months of school, i'll probably just be starting. Work is good. Good indeed. Yet to make plans with ynto and the rest for an outing. Class picnic on the ninth. Speech day on the eighth. shznlv's birthday on the fifth. wow. good start to a wonderful april. Am very sleepy but i just can't seem to get my head to bang. And the ear is really driving me nuts. Vein oh vein. it hurts, lot. InsyaAllah it'll get better in time. wow that sounds so much like leona lewis. Usualdudes never seem to make me laugh and everything else in between. Yet to meet up with kshn my bitchboy. So i guess i'll be booking till my eyes die on me. Greatmorning benjimadden my love. Pleasantnight matthew vethrosa my handsome fruit.
sairah.