Wednesday, August 25, 2010
{ So, tell me. }
I'm done with you. I'm not mad, disappointed or hurt anymore, just done. You do whatever you want. I don't care much anymore. I'll still be your bestfriend who'll be there for you at the end of the day but i'm done with you. Take care. Don't fcuking tell me i'm being attitude-ish or emotional or unreasonable or insensitive with things because it's your fault ok. I need you, i have to let go of you, starting from..... NOW.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
{ Asking who's in charge. }
OK HELLO. I WANT CHAD WHITE PLEASE. PLEASE. AMIN.
PLEASANT MORNING EVERYONE, PERHAPS NO ONE. HAH.
OK HELLO. I WANT CHAD WHITE PLEASE. PLEASE. AMIN.
PLEASANT MORNING EVERYONE, PERHAPS NO ONE. HAH.
sairah.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
{ Too much at stake. }
Ok hello people of the internet world who actually do read my blog which i know evangelon is a frequent visitor woohoo i happy so school was pretty awesome with funny people and games and ridiculous actions woahh darn funny seriously funny thanks guys for making my day and would probably have to go to Mdm.a's house for literature classes on sundays but after fasting month for mockingbird intensive crazy or what but yes i will and wake up call on for me already and will start practising on math questions especially on algebraic expressions which i have no clue on what to do at all so must start and buck up on both sciences and produce less careless mistakes than i did then i'm pretty sure i can score InsyaAllah and short chat with K and nurhzq and worthy one and tumblr and its maintenance wtftw la engkau ni and i have to finish my art by friday and i am darn depressed with it haiyoyo but i will do it and make it this time and F's ribbon on her hair is so cute and pretty i like hahaha and tuition and new teacher who pretty much sucks i want Mr.ow back please and 1/5 of a bottle of chrysanthemum tea for breakfast and only got to eat at eight with delisyoso mee and doublecheeseburger woohoo thumbs up up so now i will wait for ten o clock for last week's smackdown which i missed due to oversleeping gahahahaa AND I AM IN LOVE WITH CHAD CHAD WHITE WHITE LIKE I WANT TO CUT HIM UP AND KEEP HIM AT HOME OR KEEP HIM IN ONE PIECE AND DO VERY RELIGIOUSLY PROHIBITED THINGS TO HIM GAHAHAHAA ok that's just exaggerating but i love him ok so Pleasant Night and Sweetest Dreams.
And you, be strong alright, everyone will go someday, it's just that you don't know when and that's what worries alot of people but i believe in you and you are stronger than you think and Alhamdulillah she passed in the holy month of Ramadhan see it's a blessing in disguise indeed so pray for the best and i'm always here for you ok love.
Ok hello people of the internet world who actually do read my blog which i know evangelon is a frequent visitor woohoo i happy so school was pretty awesome with funny people and games and ridiculous actions woahh darn funny seriously funny thanks guys for making my day and would probably have to go to Mdm.a's house for literature classes on sundays but after fasting month for mockingbird intensive crazy or what but yes i will and wake up call on for me already and will start practising on math questions especially on algebraic expressions which i have no clue on what to do at all so must start and buck up on both sciences and produce less careless mistakes than i did then i'm pretty sure i can score InsyaAllah and short chat with K and nurhzq and worthy one and tumblr and its maintenance wtftw la engkau ni and i have to finish my art by friday and i am darn depressed with it haiyoyo but i will do it and make it this time and F's ribbon on her hair is so cute and pretty i like hahaha and tuition and new teacher who pretty much sucks i want Mr.ow back please and 1/5 of a bottle of chrysanthemum tea for breakfast and only got to eat at eight with delisyoso mee and doublecheeseburger woohoo thumbs up up so now i will wait for ten o clock for last week's smackdown which i missed due to oversleeping gahahahaa AND I AM IN LOVE WITH CHAD CHAD WHITE WHITE LIKE I WANT TO CUT HIM UP AND KEEP HIM AT HOME OR KEEP HIM IN ONE PIECE AND DO VERY RELIGIOUSLY PROHIBITED THINGS TO HIM GAHAHAHAA ok that's just exaggerating but i love him ok so Pleasant Night and Sweetest Dreams.
And you, be strong alright, everyone will go someday, it's just that you don't know when and that's what worries alot of people but i believe in you and you are stronger than you think and Alhamdulillah she passed in the holy month of Ramadhan see it's a blessing in disguise indeed so pray for the best and i'm always here for you ok love.
sairah.
{ Stop turn take a look around. }
Pleasant morning to every soul and i am late today and i was supposed to be preparing for the shower by now but it's ok i still have time and yesterday's first day of tarawih with aftermath accompany of dudes was great thanks guys and that arab-looking person smiling at me and whispering to his brother and brother smiled at me woohoo i happy hahahahaa but won't get to go for tarawih today cause of tutorial class which also i have to break my fast in there so i will watch american idol and adam lambert oh frigging hot i want to do illegal things to him but nafsu must kawal hahaha ok Pleasant morning and will be seeing people at school.
Pleasant morning to every soul and i am late today and i was supposed to be preparing for the shower by now but it's ok i still have time and yesterday's first day of tarawih with aftermath accompany of dudes was great thanks guys and that arab-looking person smiling at me and whispering to his brother and brother smiled at me woohoo i happy hahahahaa but won't get to go for tarawih today cause of tutorial class which also i have to break my fast in there so i will watch american idol and adam lambert oh frigging hot i want to do illegal things to him but nafsu must kawal hahaha ok Pleasant morning and will be seeing people at school.
sairah.
Monday, August 16, 2010
{ Everthing is not what it seems. }
Pleasant morning everybody, ok practically nobody but who cares hahahahaa so i am wide awake and fresh as a daisy even before i take my morning shower and i miss everything that happened during fasting month last year honestly and well InsyaAllah things'll be better after this and thanks Shaz and F for being there for me i really appreciate it and i will not let it get to me so much like how a literature classmate once mentioned ; " Your past is never behind you, it's always behind you or walks beside you." so yes i will try to ignore it as much as possible and for once make myself happy and concentrate on what i have to do to succeed and Dear God please reduce the amount of pain and burden my mom has to go through and open up her heart and lessen the pain in her body and legs and please grant at least just this for my motherr in this Holy month of Ramadhan Amin so Pleasant morning and will be seeing alot of people at school i guess.
Pleasant morning everybody, ok practically nobody but who cares hahahahaa so i am wide awake and fresh as a daisy even before i take my morning shower and i miss everything that happened during fasting month last year honestly and well InsyaAllah things'll be better after this and thanks Shaz and F for being there for me i really appreciate it and i will not let it get to me so much like how a literature classmate once mentioned ; " Your past is never behind you, it's always behind you or walks beside you." so yes i will try to ignore it as much as possible and for once make myself happy and concentrate on what i have to do to succeed and Dear God please reduce the amount of pain and burden my mom has to go through and open up her heart and lessen the pain in her body and legs and please grant at least just this for my motherr in this Holy month of Ramadhan Amin so Pleasant morning and will be seeing alot of people at school i guess.
sairah.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
{ wake me up. }
EVER SINCE THE DAY I'VE MET YOU, ALL THE TYPE OF PEOPLE YOU MEET ALONG THE WAY AND WHATEVER SHIT YOU DO WITH THEM, I CAN PUT UP WITH AND TOLERATE. ALL THE LIES YOU TELL ME [WHATEVER SHIT YOU SAY THAT'S THE BEST FOR ME AND SO THAT YOU DON'T HURT ME] I CAN STILL HANDLE. BUT THIS, WHAT YOU DID, THIS TIME. IT REALLY HURT ME. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IT DOES. IT DOES HURT ME. I REALLY AM DISGUSTED AND HURT HURT RIGHT DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART WHERE YOU ALWAYS ARE. I AM HURT. HURT, MY FRIEND.
EVER SINCE THE DAY I'VE MET YOU, ALL THE TYPE OF PEOPLE YOU MEET ALONG THE WAY AND WHATEVER SHIT YOU DO WITH THEM, I CAN PUT UP WITH AND TOLERATE. ALL THE LIES YOU TELL ME [WHATEVER SHIT YOU SAY THAT'S THE BEST FOR ME AND SO THAT YOU DON'T HURT ME] I CAN STILL HANDLE. BUT THIS, WHAT YOU DID, THIS TIME. IT REALLY HURT ME. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IT DOES. IT DOES HURT ME. I REALLY AM DISGUSTED AND HURT HURT RIGHT DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART WHERE YOU ALWAYS ARE. I AM HURT. HURT, MY FRIEND.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
{ A look at me now. }
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Sunday well spent with abd.s z.han evangelon and brobaa at the beach with a fishin rod and free nasilemak thanks to motherr so i was angry at brobaa for wetting the whole back of my pants when i am having the japanese flag day darn it you pumbaa but i learnt the ways of fishing and was better than evangelon hahahahahahahaa woohoo to me and funny ipman dialogue han had to fucking take ten minutes for composure regaining when he finally released it and we laughed our bottoms off and i enjoyed myself yes i did and sandy coast and homed with mother and brobaa and free channels make me happy watched parineeti with saif ali khan hot or what darn it and now dilwale dulhania le jayenge old school shit kajol so beautiful my idol i will grow up to be her hahaha what a joke but hey things happen and now i will continue watching so Pleasant Night and Sweetest Dreams.
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Sunday well spent with abd.s z.han evangelon and brobaa at the beach with a fishin rod and free nasilemak thanks to motherr so i was angry at brobaa for wetting the whole back of my pants when i am having the japanese flag day darn it you pumbaa but i learnt the ways of fishing and was better than evangelon hahahahahahahaa woohoo to me and funny ipman dialogue han had to fucking take ten minutes for composure regaining when he finally released it and we laughed our bottoms off and i enjoyed myself yes i did and sandy coast and homed with mother and brobaa and free channels make me happy watched parineeti with saif ali khan hot or what darn it and now dilwale dulhania le jayenge old school shit kajol so beautiful my idol i will grow up to be her hahaha what a joke but hey things happen and now i will continue watching so Pleasant Night and Sweetest Dreams.
sairah.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
{ Standing on the rooftops. }
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Ok so i had a wonderful national day celebration at school with amazing people and imah and mint and afiah and abd.s and evangelon and cheap lunch after with abd.s and evangelon and f.ferd. which was awesome on the rooftop darn i love the view and F we must go there ok so we talked alot and then schooled for art till seven and F i am so happy for you upon completing your n level coursework you did great babe five cheers for you so madrasah was fun with usuals and ustaz who was absent and replaced by the son thank God and visit to the mother's bestfriend's house and food and funny programme and zombi kampung pisang on monday which i will definitely watch woohoo well now i am pretty upset because i have a very strong feeling i will not be able to perceive the first day of ramadhan again but it's ok there's always a reason so i'm being happy with raw and smackdown which i have consistently miss due to night study which i hope will pay off InsyaAllah so stupid vicky guerrero makes me sick not forgetting the idiotic cmpunk so now i will continue conversation with mother and watch smackdown Pleasant night and Sweetest dreams.
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Ok so i had a wonderful national day celebration at school with amazing people and imah and mint and afiah and abd.s and evangelon and cheap lunch after with abd.s and evangelon and f.ferd. which was awesome on the rooftop darn i love the view and F we must go there ok so we talked alot and then schooled for art till seven and F i am so happy for you upon completing your n level coursework you did great babe five cheers for you so madrasah was fun with usuals and ustaz who was absent and replaced by the son thank God and visit to the mother's bestfriend's house and food and funny programme and zombi kampung pisang on monday which i will definitely watch woohoo well now i am pretty upset because i have a very strong feeling i will not be able to perceive the first day of ramadhan again but it's ok there's always a reason so i'm being happy with raw and smackdown which i have consistently miss due to night study which i hope will pay off InsyaAllah so stupid vicky guerrero makes me sick not forgetting the idiotic cmpunk so now i will continue conversation with mother and watch smackdown Pleasant night and Sweetest dreams.
sairah.
Monday, August 2, 2010
{ Who really knew me at all. }
There's a lot of things that have upset me over the days. But then again, they're the same beings who turn my world upside down. Thanks Allah for giving me all these tests and also the strength and patience to slowly[& if possible] overcome it. I will be back after mock. Hopefully a brighter and cheerier person. If not, then too bad bitcheroos. Who reads my blog anyway? people are now preoccupied with, no not exams, but tumblr. hah. Pleasant night and sweetest dreams to all and sabfkh.
There's a lot of things that have upset me over the days. But then again, they're the same beings who turn my world upside down. Thanks Allah for giving me all these tests and also the strength and patience to slowly[& if possible] overcome it. I will be back after mock. Hopefully a brighter and cheerier person. If not, then too bad bitcheroos. Who reads my blog anyway? people are now preoccupied with, no not exams, but tumblr. hah. Pleasant night and sweetest dreams to all and sabfkh.
sairah.