Wednesday, June 23, 2010
{ And a little bit of uh uh. }
Selamats. Boy this boy grows up fast doesn't he and now he has a new sister weehoo well i am very disppointed with how today started and got so excited with today for days and it didn't happen at ALL well fuck it anyways it seems like it didn't bother you that much and you can still be happy about it so why should i right so i decided to meet akh.s and F and she did make me happy thanks babe and cycling/exercise with brotherbear at night and i loved it we worked out and i am so proud of him weehoo so i will be meeting Zr tomorrow before tutorial class begins omg it's been so long since i did and i will be excited about it InsyaAllah it doesn't happen like what happened today so wrestling has been making me a little happier and motherr sweet motherr and her usual stories at her workplace funny people and ridiculous people make me so happy seeing her laugh so hard but didn't like it when she was coughing as hard either Dear God please cure my motherr of any sickness she may be having i don't care if i have it just don't let her have it Amin yrb Alamin so now i will end off and catcha guys later so Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Monday, June 21, 2010
{ To change his ways. }
Selamats. Darn it's been a week since i've updated i'm so sorry for neglecting you i have been so caught up with tumblr but i still love you though and after weeks i finally met my sweet and sensitive-about-my-feelings darn friend abd.s and i literally gave a big wide smile like an idiot and he did too shamwoohoo hahaha but i was happy just now very happy he made my night the best in a few months and watched three idiots halfway through disc two before my player gave way and went on the the laptop with fb and catching up oh a lot of catching up and i happy and he hoped for me to say something about him changed but nothing hahaha sorry brah you're just the same except that i'm happier to see you now :] and talks and the usual action-speaks-louder-than-words and stuff but good times and then an asshole had to show up but i was pretty contented with not having to see that fugly face so earlier on met F with hns and they went downright berzerk with the videos and we watched some too and thanks yous hns hahhaa and i was happy today i really was thanks people so will be going out with kishen omg i'm darn excited seriously tong seng here we come after what seems to be months but we will woohoo and today is 21st june and that date never fail to ring a bell in my head because it's your birthday and this day will always come back to me no matter how hard i avoid it so happy happy muhmmdaziana you really created and impact on my life in a way or another but i doubt so in a positive vibe but i still remember you i do so Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
{ Jaane nehin denge tujhe. }
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Selamats. F i'm sorry for not replying you i just remembered now and by then you've slept so yeahh and so technically watching ivory coast against portugal and hell we don't even have to subscribe to starhub mannn isn't life awesome right now hahaha and yeas from that shirt i got like ages ago you can see that i support francais yeassaah and i've beenn supporting france and arsenal for one reason and that is thierry henry and i still do so i don't care i still love them and him well i'm down with terrible flu and i literally cannot breathe with my mouth closed yeas it's that bad damn it but today is fun today is a fun time out with motherr and brother to serangoon when i was supposed to go for art well i wanted to go poly but changed my mind and off to sree kamala vilas for thosai and briyani fuuyoh sedapp ke pe and jalan jalan-d and thanks to the motherr i got my three idiots as well as sura's cd with subtitles weeehooo and watched three idiots with mother in the room i caught her tearing like how i was when i first watched it with kishen hey come on it's a great movie you should watch it and will watch sura tomorrow after my art and darn it math tuition was good but i was sedut-ng my hingus like every thirty seconds and i know i was already annoying some of the half-dead people in my class but fuck them you want you come here and sedut the hingus out if not shutup ok and apple pie and vadai and nasi with rendang and telur masak sambal yummyumyum and now will watch the match until it's over so kesian brothers and father go out and watch me and mother lying down on the bed enjoying free world cup Alhamdulillah Syukur ok Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Monday, June 14, 2010
{ And now is mine. }
Selamats. Woaw am i on a record or what it's been a week since i've updated and i didn't even go overseas hahaha well laziness struck me darn it and i have successfully went out with K and i am happy because he made me happy like he does always and irritating me with gaga and bieber songs idiot and fishball noodle and chakali ice blend hahahaa and sitting down at the open space being approached by a surprising bunch or rather number or people and chilling and the two hot caucasian females who were smoking and tempting me assholes no they hot assholes yeas that's right and had a short message-chat with pcst on fb and it was awesome and i happy but ended in a not so pleasant way though it was worth it he damn hot with the hair ok well i successfully watched singam without subtitles yeas but i did understand the storyline omg the movie was awesome but now i have to wait for it to release on vasantham or if murah rezeki will purchase the dvd with subtitles and thanks aunty and fetching mother from work and that miang cat stroking me and jumping on my lap and i successfully met up with F the B and i happy and thanks babe for the cute turtle purse and keychain and pen i love you you know that sayaaang hahahaa and winners yeahoo i happy or what and hanis so funny and another miang cat which flirted with me thank god both male if not i'd look like some homo or something and short helping-mirah-with-her-project-work-cum-catching-up-talks was awesome and she funny i miss sitting down with her finally today i did and home-d and motherr coooked delisyoso lontong with vadai from night market but unfortunately i am having terrible flu but i have to go for art tomorrow and must start on my big board at by this week InsyaAllah ok now i have a few pictures of outing but the rest are at fb i lazy ok now will update my tumblr MUST CHECK IT OUT OK F. >>
Ok Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
{ Bebo main bebo. }
Selamats. Although we look gorgeously disgusting in this picture we still gorgeous and i miss F already damn it got a lot to tell her yesterday and she had to leave today luckily got akh.s to accompany me for art how sweet stay back with me until two plus so can go home with him lub chew ah hahaahaa and yeas will have him for company for the whole week at least well i don't get bored alone to say the least and funny small matchbox and Alhamdulillah me and abd.s are on goodterms thanks to F i made the first move and it was the right thing to do after the shit i've been through that almost drove me up the wall to breakdown to the furthest but i didn't weehoo to me and omg movie awards was awesome or what i loved it though i hated twilight for bagging most of it but aziz is awesome and jersey shore season two preview and c.aguilera hot performance not forgetting k.perry's and r.brad and j.hill making out but stupid scv censore damn it i wanted to see that mano amano kiss erghhh and shaun white and i want to watch the grown ups who doesn't man and tuition has started the people there are so boring and unsociable i feel like a loser but i do get what that guy is teaching thank god for that so sweet fatbrother to fetch and send me to and fro it wasn't even my idea to do so but he wanted so thanks fattyy and i feel like watching bebo i mean kambakkht ishq now while chatting with my favorite and thanks for making me famous on your blog and hey who knew zabir and yeay going out with K on friday who knew he and zabir are from the same damn school and aunty has called for movie date to watch surya's new movie weehoo i happy ok Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
{ Then do something. }
Selamats. Sorry to frhns and atkh for not replying yours texts cause my phone was on silent and i was enjoying the jersey shore marathon with my mother hahahaa ok jersey is actually really fun with all the action and shit but they get through it all and still remain a family like brothers and sisters and i love that about them damn if i can have that kind of bond with someone or maybe a bunch of people wouldn't that be awesome i sometimes imagine my future living in an apartment with my bestfriend well i have to make sure it's a girl though or i'll be defying my religion ok besides the point and hanging out working in an art studio and coming home having dinner together and the guy bestfriend will be living just next door with a roommate another closefriend have you everthought of that kind of thing and it'll be just like friends and i call dibs on phoebe buffet and her smelly cat hit oh yeas pauly delvecchio is so gorgeous though he looks old sometimes but he gorgeous his hair funny weird but i love him stupid guy who hooks up with that weird israeli stalker bitch hahahaha ok so morning market with mother was tough on me adding on to that was madrasah exam poor friend had to do all her four subjects in one day hahaha well tomorrow i'd probably be going to changi and spending my time there waiting for mother to return since i'm the one who'll be texting for a meet up and i doubt he will so i'll be free and wouldn't want to meet anyone but i need my greens damn it ok watching my smackdown stupid people keep interrupting and changing to tennis bodoh there's no more Friday nights right make me happy cannot is it idiotshit Genight and Gebye. Fist pumps.
sairah.
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
{ Break break your heart. }
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Selamats. Absent from school for two whole days it feels awful not doing art and rotting at home but not all that bad i had brothers to accompany me and monopoly:star wars edition to entertain us so time well spent yesterday with brothers and kung fu panda just now with uno:kung fu panda version awesomahh so wrestling was adding on to that joy though the usual cramps kept coming in the way and god it hurts so bad like it didn't before and that would probably explain why i did not turn up cause burden-ing people unnecessarily is just not good so home it is and i guess from now on i'll play ignorant and maybe i wouldn't bother you as much from now on cause you seem much much much much better off without me so be it yeaas and will be glad to be that piece off tissue paper when you need it well that's all i may need and yes HAPPY SIXTEENTH NUR HAZWANI just sad i can't wish you personally today itself but it's the thought that counts and do not i repeat do not give up on your art ok i know you can do it and may Allah S.W.T bless you with the essentials you will need in life and be happy for turning sixteen :] so i guess i'll be done here and i'll constantly be updating both tumblr and here so be sure to catch me on both or not and wow my phone was empty for the whole damn day awesome or what only texts in the morning from favorite and that's it i am happy i guess oh new song from D.guetta featuring a bunch of famous people is really awesome though some part may sound technoshit-ish but the song itself wow awesome so Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
{ Holding up the roof. }
Selamats. I've been missing for a few days but no one seems to be bothered so haha let's talk to myself oh yeas been checkingout a lot of hot male models i mean male models from everywhere and damn it they are hot they are born to be models oh god i have one in particular if he's not hot then no one deserve to be a model go look it up his name's Rafael Lazzini damn it i can't stop looking at him i swear and i have enhanced my tumblr i love it now yeahoo so life has been pretty fucked up for me lately i miss having that someone always beside me and making stupid faces or singing with his funny antics or just talking and talking and the stupid jokes and stories or getting angry at him for the truth he tells me but i still appreciate it for not lying and late meetups cause he's always late and the inexpensive things we spend on that actually helps me save my money or the lines he used to say to me when i give attitude face which i give to him a lot and i pity him for having to tolerate it all but making me smile afterwards and teaching him how to go about having blogs or tumblrs because he's not good in it but still wants one or him telling me to stop wasting my time on liking ehemehem[though at one point of time he did say ehemehem was handsome hahahaa i liked it] but i still do and him winking at me when i look at him and me giving back a stupid/horny face or asking me to download hindi songs when he's supposed to get dressed to meet me or calling to tell me there's no green and being happy cause he'll have to buy otherwise and going to meet that person and feeling guilty/bad cause i'll give a can't-be-bothered face and everything else in between and the thing i miss most is to look to my side and always seeing him there but i guess not anymore now when i turn i see nothing no one that just hurts the heart in my chest in every way possible but it's alright as long as i get to at least say a word to him i should be happy enough but actually i'm not god what's wrong with me Dear God please give me the utmost strength to control my emotions if i'm being too emotional and please make me more independent in life so i don't feel so lost when he's not there please God Amin. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
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