Tuesday, March 30, 2010
{ When the rain starts to pour. }
What a fucktup day at school it was. The fact that it happened, was shitty. Luckily there was internet, and Bnj Mddn. Sports day is a few days away and i'm unsure if i can run. But i will not let them down so i am going to. And what kind of period comes on the thirtieth?
sairah.
Monday, March 29, 2010
{ To see you once, again. }
I, Sairah, am starting to love mathematics as much as art. I, Sairah, have been counting for one year and three days. I, Sairah, have seen the squirrel of her dreams hours ago. I, Sairah, will go to sleep. Genight and Gebye.
I, Sairah, am starting to love mathematics as much as art. I, Sairah, have been counting for one year and three days. I, Sairah, have seen the squirrel of her dreams hours ago. I, Sairah, will go to sleep. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
{ That's all i got. }
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Selamats. An extract from Mj's biography book;
A curious fact about elephants is that in order to survive, they musn't fall down. Every other animal can stumble and get back up again. But an elephant stays up, even to sleep. If one of the herd slips and falls, it is helpless. It lies on its side, a prisoner of its own weight. Although the other elephants will press close around it to distress and lift it up again, there isn't usually much they can do. With slow heaven breaths, the fallen elephant dies. The others stand vigil then slowly move on.
sairah.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
{ She's a beautiful girl. }
Selamats. Night market with brother and a few red blows along the way was a quick bonding time but i liked it. Banner is going well and handing in tomorrow. Father totally dislikes the appearance of takoyaki but come on, it's delisyoso. Quick chat with an old friend yesterday was a good one and chatting with the current smallgirl i miss right now. Tired and not looking forward to waking up for school tomorrow.
And and i don't fcuking like the way you reacted to that thing. It was as if you're insulting me indirectly or trying to say i'm not good enough. I don't know which was it, or maybe you've not known me long enough. But, it's ok. I don't really need people like you in my life anyway. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Monday, March 22, 2010
{ Together as one. }
Since the coloured box is constantly repeating, now now now, now i miss my straight straight hair. Erghh. Mother is going on vacation for three days two nights and i'm so so happy for her but sad. Cause i'm not used to being at home and not seeing her. I'll stay up late till 12midnight to wait for her to come back. But, i'll try asking fatboy to sleep on her bed so i don't feel alone. Ok now i'm getting tired. So Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: Maybe somethings are better off remembered than trying hard to forget and go insane.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
{ To miss a thing. }
Was bloghopping till i saw this on juliani's blog. And i have watched all of it. Is it awesome or what? The thing i love the most about it is he never gets tired, and his, ultimate annoying yet unique laugh. I'm kinda slow cause people might have watched this weeks ago, but who cares? I love this annoying orange. He's the best. Blades of Glory was awesome just now, and so was bits of T.c.c of Benjamin Button. And not forgetting Transporter 3. Ok see people in school tomorrow. Genight and Gebye.
Was bloghopping till i saw this on juliani's blog. And i have watched all of it. Is it awesome or what? The thing i love the most about it is he never gets tired, and his, ultimate annoying yet unique laugh. I'm kinda slow cause people might have watched this weeks ago, but who cares? I love this annoying orange. He's the best. Blades of Glory was awesome just now, and so was bits of T.c.c of Benjamin Button. And not forgetting Transporter 3. Ok see people in school tomorrow. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: Propaganda and never judge a book by it's cover somehow means the same?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
{ Time has come and gone for words. }
Please, Jeff. It's just not the same on Fridays without the extreme enigma.
sairah.
Friday, March 19, 2010
{ Just you and me. }
Selamats. My wish came true and s.michaels sweetchinned undertaker. yay. Hectic yesterday and relieved today. Short chat with hy made me happy. And going for the newly opened vans boutique in april with kshn. Ok i'm practically tired and drained now. Am looking forward to breakfast deluxe tomorrow. Genight and Gebye. Oh, i'm back on tumblr just in case you were wondering. If not, then, bye.
p.s shazeena i'm so sorry i didn't get to come by your workplace today. Got caught up with irrelevant and important stuffs, i'll come by next week, i promise :) Sorry :(
sairah.
Labels: missing squirrels make me bored.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
{ No chance in hell. }
Selamats. Banner's almost done and me and min were discussing it since no one came. But if was fun. And Scsa is on Monday night Raw. EXCITING MUCH. Stupid woman in big car thinks i should respect or give her way just because she's in a scarf. Please. It's a pedestrian crossing and you as a driver should know better. Me? Giving way to people like that? HAHA. Biggest joke. Ev-v-v-v-er.
Sometimes what you say does make perfect logical sense but the fact that they've been my friends since four years ago puts me in a situation where i am totally, in denial. It is downright true, but i just can't accept it. Not yet.
sairah.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
{ Me on my way to you. }
Selamats. Doesn't it suck to know nowadays one ramly burger costs you a fcuking three bucks and there's nothing but the egg, patty and thick bread. I could have done that myself and it won't cost me even a single dime.
If there was something i miss about last year, is the fact that i used to look out and see you by the window all the time. I wonder if you would be thinking, why the hell is she always looking in here? That, is the one thing, i will miss doing. And now, i know that when i look out of the class, through that window, i will never, see you there, ever, again.
p.s. Kishen Lal Parsad, aku rindu kau. Dah ada kawan baru tak ingat aku lah tu. Meet up soon k bitch.♥
sairah.
Labels: rewind it to twenty sixth of march twenty zero sembilan.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
{ Unclench your fist & unpack your suitcase. }
Selamats. I'm tired and upset and drained out. I didn't get to go Bugis and see A.lambert/get his autograph just now. Ok i dn't blame my 'happens to be on a saturday' madrasah cause it's more important thatn A.lambert but come on, who doesn't want to right. And i passed all my subjects and am pretty pleased with it. I have learned how to 'selang' the takraw ball after self-practice with the butterfly faggots just now after results collection. And i've watched monday night raw with C.angel in it. awesome or what. Next week's even better; Stone Cold Steve Austin. Uh-huh. So will wait for tomorrow's encore of Smackdown. So now, i will continue to text F. and then eat and then probably sleep. Oh, these are some pictures of A.lambert i find hot and handsome and sexy and dashing and awesome and irreplaceable though some are racy/inappropriate. But fcuk it. When you see it and go, "WTF?! i so hate him, what a gay." Well that's how i feel when people talk about L.gaga. It's just instinct. I don't like her, she's unique i agree but i find her crappy. Too bad. Boohoo. Anyways, so far, i find the top picture the best. Though he's actually kissing a guy, his face, damn sexy. I swear, i want a man to kiss me like that. Ok go.
Ok that's probably it. And Genight and Gebye people who do read my blog.
sairah.
Labels: I probably should stop caring at this point but i can't and i know i'll never will until i find him.
Friday, March 12, 2010
{ There's nothing wrong with you. }
Selamats. I'm under the block with faggots as big as butterflies. Big banners are such a pain in the skedush but it's a lot of hardwork and i'm happy with the outcome but we're not done yet. Momsy is so not talking to me cause i am gonna be home late again so it's ok. She will talk to me :) HAHA. And Zheng Han is bugging me for blogging. :( Ok i am tired so i will blog when i have the time. And am going to school tomorrow for report card and shittytalks. So Gebye and Genight.
Squirrel squirrel squirrel came crawling all around making me happy :) ♥♥
sairah.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
{ You know how i feel. }
On this very fifty secondth post, 11 March 2010, i just wanted to take fifteen minutes off my sleep time to wish my love, the one i have always loved and know that i will love forever, a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ♥BENJAMIN LEVI MADDEN :)
And also to Joel Ryan Madden, his twin :)
And i am HAPPY.
Ok i will write a proper dedication post for ♥ Benjamin Madden later at night.
Goodmorning Benji Madden and Joel. I love Benji Madden, I love you, i'll always do.
Thirty one is not old, you're still my favorite. I ♥ you.
Genight and Gebye.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
sairah.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
{ Hard core soft porn. }
Selamats. A day well spent with the dudes from g.house with the exception of one. Am excited about the outcome of the big big banner. Oh, a classmate went into the class saying greetings to the teacher. I found it funny but cool. Who ever says that to a teacher? A.lambert, may already be in S'pore and i am not happy. Not because i hate him. Everybody knows i love him. And i am quite happy with the fact that he is kissing guys. Come on, you'd be fcuking jealous if he was kissing girls right. So yes, pretty contented with that fact though it's, in every way, wrong. And also pleased with C.test results and waiting for literature marks then i'll be done with it. And now will wait for E.chamber's money. Oh it's been a while since i've seen the squirrel. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: No i won't let you down.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
{ What's love gotta do with it. }
Selamats. This, is Johnny Depp. From Edward Scissorhands, to Pirates Oftc, to Charlie atcf, to Sweeney Todd, to Public Enemies. And now i so want to catch Alice In Wonderland. He, is, my favorite actor. No doubt about that. And i know a lot more people love him as much or even more than i do. Ok that's about it. I am done with art and now, i will eat and then sleep. I'm not a pig. It so happens that the mother comes home late and it's then when i have to sleep, so to not waste food, i'll eat then go to bed. Ok that is such unecessary information but who cares right. Genight and Gebye.
Selamats. This, is Johnny Depp. From Edward Scissorhands, to Pirates Oftc, to Charlie atcf, to Sweeney Todd, to Public Enemies. And now i so want to catch Alice In Wonderland. He, is, my favorite actor. No doubt about that. And i know a lot more people love him as much or even more than i do. Ok that's about it. I am done with art and now, i will eat and then sleep. I'm not a pig. It so happens that the mother comes home late and it's then when i have to sleep, so to not waste food, i'll eat then go to bed. Ok that is such unecessary information but who cares right. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: I want to see him in person for the first time in town please.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
{ Missing you just runs too deep. }
Selamats. Have you seen A.lambert's whataya want from me video? He has some gay face moments. But this, this one, f-u-c-k-i-n-g hot. Though it's photoshopped to the end of the world, it's still, hot. Ok. I am still thinking of whether i should go for my madrasah camp on the twenty seventh. No one wants to go; excuse? "Nanti kena pakai tudung, leceh ah." -,-. Ok forget that. MTVIggy is showing Srk with Kjl in a cab in New York. Tomorrow at five thirty. Hopefully i get to watch yeah. And F., i miss you :(. Text you later alright. And now i have to shit, after that, i will sit on the couch, drinking my strawberry milk, watching Arsenal Vs Burnley. Genight and Gebye.
Labels: It's all good but it'll never be the same again i swear.
Friday, March 5, 2010
{ This ain't no make believe. }
First, i'd like to wish T.s a Very Happy Seventeenth ;] pretty much said everything i needed to in the text this morning. And good luck for your future pursuit alright :] Selamats. Watched Iskandar on Suria. I love that movie. Especially the part where Awie starts fighting all over the place. So basically today was a do-nothing day for me. I did nothing. Came back from school and lay down on bed, waiting for the mother to leave for work, and went to sleep. Aimed to wake up at eight, probably, to do my art. But fell asleep till nine thirty. What a fat-ass. Woke up, showered and went to the television set. And now, on Smackdown. Oh M.hardy beat D.mcintyre. Am i happy or what? Oh, i am not going for f.day tomorrow. Will not come home too tired to go for r.class. So too bad, i went last year. And being the v.captain of green house, i need to talk to as much people from green house as possible, so will see to that on monday with the captain himself. And will get my art done, before monday comes. && i miss F. already. It's always every friday that i don't get to meet her. wtftw huh. Take care babe and have fun. Miss me :] So Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
{ Written on angel's wings. }
Selamats.Physics paper, was ok. I managed to attempt most of the questions. And am worried for my ss. From what i've heard, i only scored ten marks for the first three questions. Mr k. claims that my last part was too long. Wtftw. InsyaAllah i'll pass. But then i totally threw away my literature paper. Ok so met Shzn today with Abd.s to revise on math. Oh, i was surprised that Asnm still remembered me and smiled. Haha. Oh, zara, we should make an outing again, just us us. We don't need to ask irrelevant people to come along. Just as long as we're happy is fine enough ok :] So last paper's tomorrow and i wanna wish Sim Thiam Seng an advanced happy birthday, goodluck in your future endeavours and god bless ;] So now i will, go on to download relevant songs because my fcuking memory card got formatted for what reason i am not certain of. So Genight and Gebye.
Labels: I cannot wait for the release of cardiology and the type of genre this time.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
{ Make them look like bozos. }
Am fucking pissed at Undertaker now. I hate him. You, you know how much emphasis i put on that word and when i say it i mean it, yes i mean it. I hate that stupid oldman who's not circumcised. Raw next week, will be Criss Angel. Am i excited or what. Physics paper tomorrow InsyaAllah will go smoothly. Oh, literature paper just now was a flunker. I do not remember a single thing from it. :( Oh American Idol, Alex Lmbrt, Casey Jms and the ninth guy whose name i do not remember. God they're meltable. And my favorite boy rang me up to get me angry at him for going to Adam Lambert live in S'pore. I want to go. Shit. Adam Lambert la, come on. Who doesn't love him? Unless you have a sensitive tooth for homos then too bad, you lose. I finally polished the fan in my room. It looks sparkly clean. And two more papers to go. Oh yes i saw the ♥squirrel again. I was happy, he got me upset and suddenly my heart had that aching feeling, i gots no idea why man. Serious. But it did hurt bad. I don't know if i'm being emotional or too sensitive but whatever.Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
{ Ya Habibi Ya Allah. }
Selamats. Oh god isn't his laughter the most awesome-est you've ever seen? They look so alike. Ok stupid, they're fcuking twins. But look at him. Oh god. Am i melting or what. Ok enough of that. Oh wait, my blogpost is basically just that. Haha. And yes, i think i flunked my chemistry paper just now and news about social studies, made me smile like an idiot. But i was quite disappointed with his though. And study session was awesome; especially the part how the players have their own trademarks. Especially ♥squirrel's. Haha. Ok so, yeah. If you do not know, I fcuking love Benji Madden. Benjamin Levi Combs/Madden. Robin Madden's twin son. Joel Madden's much handsome/cute twin. Sarah Madden's brother. Josh Madden's loving brother. Nicole's brother in law. Harlow's/Sarah's daughter's adorable uncle. Paris's ex. Alhamdulillah, EX. Ok i'm done. I love Benji. Remember. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: Am i supposed to bother about you guys anymore or just forget you guys cause maybe you've never bothered about me, you've always been using me.
Monday, March 1, 2010
{ Hiding behind the tears of a clown. }
Ok first and foremost, again,
Happy Birthday Shafiq Rashid my Kambing Biribiri.
You are finally eighteen and i am not yet. :( Oh, all the best
with your band's success, and do your best for your exams
this time, make sure we see each other in a poly next year.
Jangan lupa aku ok, aku penting dalam hidup kau. Siapa
lagi yang susah susah nak panggil kau kambing biribiri ?
And yes, sekarang da handsome macam Shafiq. HAHA.
Ok may you be blessed with all the strength and happiness
to overcome hurdles life throws at you and don't become
a much bigger flirt than you already are ok. Sayaang kau.
Ok that's about what i wanted to say before time runs out, again.
and goodluck to all for the upcoming papers. I have a feeling i will
do good, just good for my english paper just now and InsyaAllah,
other papers won't be such a pain in the buttocks this time. I saw
the ♥squirrel just now and boy, am i elated. hahaa~ Ok i
am hungry like borat's bear so Gebye and Genight.
I keep telling myself everything's gonna be alright, and even they
tell me the same thing, but is it going to be? Ya Allah, i know this
is all a test from you, and i know you don't give your creatures more
than what they can handle but it's building, God give me strength and
will to overcome these obstacles you hurl at me, make me believe in
what i always tell my friends on their birthdays. Amin.
sairah.
Labels: I need the special lines which could possibly make me believe everything will be fine.