Sunday, February 28, 2010
{ Please don't give up. }
Ok before i run outta time and doze off on my laptop,
Happy Sweet Sixteenth Birthday to Aidyl Audi bin Zulkifli :]
Hopefully this year has been a great one for you in every way
possible and i've pretty much said everything i need to say
on your wonderfullest birthday card, haha. So yeah. I saw you
just now but forgot to wish you on this day itself. Ok that's it.
Genight and Gebye. Goodluck to all taking Ctest tomorrow.
And i think i'm getting my R.rumble tomorrow. *joy jumps*
And Backstreet Boys were live just now. I am so mad i
could bite all my nails off and chew them till they dissolve
inside my stomach full of instant noodles and soup. It is
the second time they're in this little dot and i still, don't
get to go and see them live. Fucked up isn't it ? *sobs*
sairah.
Labels: Life and it's funny happenings and tears which fills these deceiving eyes.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
{ The life i'm living now. }
Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullahiwabarrakaatuh. One week since i've updated. Sorry. Ok life: up and down; fucking rollercoasteride. Oh yesterday was the twenty sixth, been 11 months but who counting. :] Common test is tomorrow's tomorrow which i am so not prepared for but what the heck, i'll try my best to do well, InsyaAllah. So, school have been up then down then up; art's been fun with fun people, mcdelivery every art remedials is like, awesome flawsome. Have to complete three more pieces or so for common test. Ok madrasah was great, teletubbies and fags and kiamat and ungu and prejudice and avocado and everything in between. Vadai at pasar malam and home. Oh my god i have yet to get my R.rumble and now E.chamber is out soon, pissed or what? Chill, will get it soon, InsyaAllah. Chandramukhi on television without the subtitles but i get it anyway. Vishal and his new movie. I saw Zrrin earlier today wearing baju kurung. Haha. And then at night i saw Haikal and Muqaddis; been awhile since i last saw them. Haikal has fucking nice blue vans. Am i jealous? Yes much. :( Ok so tomorrow is a long day ahead for me and i will say bye now. Genight and gebye.
Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullahiwabarrakaatuh. One week since i've updated. Sorry. Ok life: up and down; fucking rollercoasteride. Oh yesterday was the twenty sixth, been 11 months but who counting. :] Common test is tomorrow's tomorrow which i am so not prepared for but what the heck, i'll try my best to do well, InsyaAllah. So, school have been up then down then up; art's been fun with fun people, mcdelivery every art remedials is like, awesome flawsome. Have to complete three more pieces or so for common test. Ok madrasah was great, teletubbies and fags and kiamat and ungu and prejudice and avocado and everything in between. Vadai at pasar malam and home. Oh my god i have yet to get my R.rumble and now E.chamber is out soon, pissed or what? Chill, will get it soon, InsyaAllah. Chandramukhi on television without the subtitles but i get it anyway. Vishal and his new movie. I saw Zrrin earlier today wearing baju kurung. Haha. And then at night i saw Haikal and Muqaddis; been awhile since i last saw them. Haikal has fucking nice blue vans. Am i jealous? Yes much. :( Ok so tomorrow is a long day ahead for me and i will say bye now. Genight and gebye.
Labels: its been fucking eleven and i wanted to stop counting but i can't.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
{ Tired and drained. }
“A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed.”
“A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed.”
-Anon
sairah.
Friday, February 19, 2010
{ That you just met me. }
Selamats. Am so excited about x-country, for the first time in my whole four years of secondary life, God knows why. I hope to at least achieve a medal, doesn't matter if i get the last medal, as long as it is. InsyaAllah. Rhan just demoralised me by laughing upon telling him about it but it's okay. I think i have a fetish for edge, again. And that stupid old deadman don't seem to understand the meaning of retrench/resign/retire. Seriously, stop butting into people's match thinking you're cool cause you're not, to me at least. But what the heck, i just want to get my hands on my R.rumble first. Study session with Akh.s and Abd.s and D. at bedok. There was this guy, who looks so dashin hai, but unfortunately he didn't take the same bus as me. Will wake up early tomorrow and won't be able to follow the mother to the market and macdonald's breakfast. :[ Pray that tomorrow will be a good or better yet great day for me, InsyaAllah. And to you, please take care of yourself, don't think too much and always remember the Almighty everytime something pessimistic comes to your mind okay, i will give you another mini note tomorrow. I love you, you know that. Genight and Gebye.
i don't know why but i've been thinking of you lately. Alot. I don't know. Those feelings i got, months ago, are coming back everytime i see you, you grown squirrel. Please show me the meaning of this or make me forget you and move on. But for now, i still, love you. Goodnight.
sairah.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
{ I can't keep my eyes off of you. }
Selamats. S.Gomez's fan wanted me to put up all these pictures so here they are. Maybe not all, i only have these few and of all, i love the one on top. It's just so brotherly-lovey and it looks like something i found on the net. Well, the cameraperson is awesome. HAHA. But yes i totally love it. And school has been such a tiring day, adding on to the fact that i am like wtfing sick, and my eyes keep tearing and people will go "Eh sairah, kau nangis? Takmu nangis!/Eh why you crying?" yeas. But it's ok. SS test, manageable, not sure if i aced it though. After school, with no remedials, went for art and Shhan and F. and were with them and Rhlah and funny moments and times we turned to look at ___ and squirrel boy. He used to be a snail but now he's a squirrel. hahaha. But i love it. And Al Fatihah to her uncle who passed away. Study after 8, finished my homework for the day and back to monday night Raw. So now, am hoping i get to buy my lemsip soon which cost me half of tenbucks. Something he did disappointed me so much and i have nothing much to say to him anymore, InsyaAllah, he will change. Arsenal's match later which i will only find out about the match after it finishes. So now, enjoy the pictures.
Done ? Gebye and Genight.
sairah.
Labels: But what if you knew it all these while and you're just playing along?
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
{ I just wanna die in your arms. }
I'm sick and not good and i have p.e. tomorrow. So hello school, goodbye laze. And yes, i love that picture. And i have finally proven Mr h that i have first hand observations for it and would, InsyaAllah help bring my grades up, instead of that demoralising seven on the certificate next year. Oh yes, the mother found out and apparently, she's calmer than i thought she would be. Lucky for me, they're not telling each other about it or i can kiss my studies goodbye. Abd.s brought a new card and he thought i was stupid enough to actually believe that Squirrel boy doesn't know how to spell his dad's name properly. Good try, but not good enough. Haha. Will be anticipating R.rumble in CD and Raw tomorrow and to you guys, pictures are up on Fbook so go grab or what nots. And i will iron my clothes now so catch you guys later. Genight and Gebye.
Monday, February 15, 2010
{ You, are, the only exception. }
Happy Total Defence to all in S'pore. Fifteenth February, Marina Barrage with new/old people. F., Abd.s, Akh.s, Aid,Rhl, Sbrn, Shrl,Shf.j and Sof.b. Awesome time, funny funny games and questions during truth or dare. Kite-sight-seeing, which will help loads in my art and thanks to Sbrn for the awesome qualitied camera. Chilling and nothing else, most of the pictures are mainly, them. Because, I, am the most awesome and talented camerawoman they can ever find. HAHA. But yes i was their camerawoman. So lots of their pictures will be up soon. Talks and loss of directions and moments and truth and laughter and lame jokes and everything in between. Bugis for Tong Seng and that was when me and Aid. realised that it was closed. Oh, i bumped into Titi, and she came running towards me like hindi movie and i gave her a big tight hug ;] And to F., for always thinking of me when you see Starbucks and thanks for the shared drink, i swear, i love you siah babe. Macd's for dinner for them and i saw that Zmr lookalike, i swore he was handsome, and we were chui-chui-ing each other until Abd.s came. hahaha. All went off separates and me and him headed for Saffron for dinner, i felt bad that he didn't get to so yeas. Hth talk with him about almost everything and anything and saw Shzn with parents at R21, haha. Missed her. Oh saw Ynjlie with Stsh at their workplace too. And also that burgerguy from school. And my dearest bitchy lovely Kishen lp. Do you know how much i've missed you? haha. So talked until late and went off. I had an awesome fifteenth of February. How about you? Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: I did think about it but i'm fine the way i am and he doesn't need to know.
Friday, February 12, 2010
{ I was walking with a ghost. }
Selamats. I have been such a lazy ass these past few days, neglecting my fishes and blog. But now i'm back. Random past few days with awesome people. Congratulations to Changkat Changi for reigning as champions and congratulations to Abd.s who appeared on the Straits Times, i'm so proud of you. :] Takraw matches have been awesome with all the shoutings and stuff. And went to study with people just now. Abi[AJ] is so sarcastic and funnyshit. I love him. hahaha. Thanks to Paul who taught me a little bit of here and there. Thanks to D who, just thanks alright D, you know i love you. Thanks to Shhan who made the effort to come down to t.pines thought F couldn't make it. And thanks to Abd.s and Shf.j for sending me to my block. I did half of my math homework, which i think is good. Oh, thanks to shf.s who willingly went up and down a few times to get it for us. And i think, i'm back in vole with shnl nsh a.k.a tupai. What a sad name man. hahaha. And i actually dreamt of him, after a while. It should mean something right. And yssr.h, stop calling me ira. It irritates the shit outta me. When my cousins call me that, it's different ok. So i guess that's pretty much it. Missed smackdown, for an hour or so. Edge is still fcuking hot. R.rumble is out already. So money, here i come. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: Friends and nothing more though it won't be the same for you, you squirrel.
Monday, February 8, 2010
{ And i speak to myself. }
Selamats. School, awesome, free periods, art, completion, shrl, funnyshit, remedial, pain in the skedush, F. and D. after school, shnaili naash, laughters at daily fresh, bus to t.merah, laughter and more, Shhan and Ch., cute cats, funny talks on the thirteenth, pictures, serious talk with guy, chill, off, Abd.s, five hundred, raids, bus, wrong bus, depot, coins from random kind aunty, bus, fast walk, dad, home, sweet home.
sairah.
Labels: Whatever people say about love being blind, why must i believe that but it sure is true.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
{ Khabar Nahi, khabar nahi. }
Selamats. Am sleepy and tired yet i take the time to update you. Study session with Abd.s for tomorrow's chemistry's retest. InsyaAllah, we'll both do well for it. And i hope that we'll do well this year, since we have already started to prepare now, instead of one month before the actual national exams. InsyaAllah yar. Funny funny happenings while we were trying hard to concentrate on doing concentration calculations. Haha. And F. is like the most asshole-ish and funny and nice person i've got to find, yes she is. And am blessed to have her as a friend. Talking/texting her have actually cut down on my vulgarities and such. I am pretty sure that is something good. School tomorrow as per normal and hopefully art won't be a pain in the skedush. Will prepare for sleep now. Prays hard that Arsenal win Chelsea later on at midnight. Genight and Gebye.
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you - Juno.
sairah.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
{ Smoking his last cigarette. }
Selamats. What a day yar. Market with mom in the morning, we were late. Breakfast as usual and homed after waiting for the cab like for almost an hour. Madrasah was fun; relief ustaz, always cracks us up. Hahaa. Break talk with the brothers about school and gigs and stuff and met momsy after madrasah. She said she was shopping alone at Tampines mall so i went down and found her walking with Aunt and crazy cousin, sheesh. Hahaa. She got vouchers from buying her favoritas bag, Bonia. Bought towels and bedspread and i asked her to see the kinda slippers i wanted; supposedly wanted Reef but Teva is good enough. I only wanted to show but she asked if i wanted, haha, wrong question to ask me. So hello Teva. And will be jogging[maybe] with F. if she can make it tomorrow. We've been texting each other since 2++ and there's always something we share in common, hahaha. Funny but cool. Sivaji cool. If not then i will go study i think. So i will go to the showeroom and sleep for tomorrow's early Sunday. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you.
Friday, February 5, 2010
{ Dulha mil gaya, mil gaya. }
Selamats. Today is awesome. Today was awesome. Today has been awesome. It was. But would've been better if that, prayer skipping, museum going boy, Shn who is Fdh's best friend have sat with us. Met up with D. and her and sat at usuall and started to talk as if we've known each other for years. Haha. Abd.s was as usual, not fashionably late, just late with Rzf. Strolled to wherever we may go and came back to usualls and stuuddiieedd. Just us four. Started to talk alot and i finally met Shf.s after months of not sitting down together. He should shave his stash and whatever it may refer to. My bet with him is still on. Videos of loser-ish and very lame behavior all over her phone right now and i wanna watch it. What the feathers i know. And you know what, it seems like i've known you for ages and we can just sit down and start talking as if we've already known each other. I like that. You're really open and easy. When i sit with you, i feel like i'm finally meeting my counterpart, i swear. I should have known you long ago already. But i am more than blessed to have you as a friend. And shut up and stop laughing alright, i red-indian-slap you then you know har. Haha. Thank you so much ok. And D., don't worry, you're more than welcome to sit down with us and study so don't hesitate next time alright, go smell socks. Haha. Ok am watching Smackdown which after weeks, J.Morrison finally won. Happy or what man. Alright catch you guys tomorrow i think. Genight and Gebye.
sairah.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
{ Haiche Eye Jay Kay. }
I just fell back into it again. And i think i have to finally admit to it. Shitheadd. Ok selamats. I met Zarasweets at school and hugged her till she choked on her pearl. haha. Art was fun, really. Was free for malay so i found F. and Sh. outside the art room and went to sit with them. They're like the mirror images of me and Abd.s i swear. Just that i am not as fair as her. haha. And remedial art was also awesome flawsome and i got started with my work. And they're awesome. After remedial with D. and her and talked and talked and Abd.s finally said i'm turning into a girl. wtftw la. Y.s was sweet enough to make me run, limping, chasing the bus and randomly asking some uniformed student for busfare. Thanks darling ;] And i think i should tell him. Or should i? Ok i'm done here. Gebye.
sairah.
Labels: I don't know how it happened but it did and has been going on for a long time. Shit.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
{ Everything has come to life. }
Selamats. Omg Edge is back, old but back, and still hot as ever. Missed listening to his entrance theme and now i'm gonna download it. And yes i still love his hairambut. School was kinda ergggh-ish. Am seriously hooked on to that song. Shit man. But whatever it's a nice song. And i met up with them, them. I missed them man. They were crazy funny as usual. I love them. The six of us, sitting down, talking, and just talking. Soon, went off to walk home with Abd.s and sat and talked with him about certainties and went off. Saw both shafiqs, Gurun and Salleh. Gurun now handsome already, like abang abang --- hahaha. [He's gonna kill me if he saw this.] Ya la now he got new friends, i'm no one to him right. Fuck i missed him. hahaha. Stupid tall handsome goat. And went home soon after to sit down and check my fishes and facebook and then to messages and now blogging. I have to start managing my time properly and constructively because i cannot keep doing the same thing over and over again.. It's not bringing me anywhere. Did i mention i have a new classmate? Yes we have. And i saw ♥. I saw ♥. That moment, five centimeters or so apart, i felt it. I felt the huge gianormous butterflies in my stomach again. And i loved it. I love you. I have loved you since and i will love you until i meet him. Genight and Gebye.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
{ The hunter and the bird. }
Selamats. Am feeling sympathetic for the team for not doing a great job. And you, i'm so going to disturb you tomorrow. muahaha. Gone case bodoh kau. And am back after a looong tiring day. School was ok. Wasn't great but ok. Have to produce a letter for whomever it may concern. And i think i did ok for the Matrices test just now. Am not excited to get back physics test though. Or chemistry test tomorrow. Hopefully p.e tomorrow will be a thumbs up and bringing my own shuttlecocks for badminton because the school's, suck. Yeap. Nice loud nag from dad while chatting with Stsh.i and am so jealous of her for getting La salle. But i will meet her next year. Chey confident shit or what, hahaa. Am tired and lifeless and watching Csi M. so i'll probably doze off soon after so Gebye and Genight. And you, you know you can always come to me if you need someone to talk to ok? Chill and just let yourself out ok. I know you can do it. Take care dude ;]
sairah.
Monday, February 1, 2010
{ And my heart beats again. }
Selamats. I want to be Phoebe with friends like J.Tribbiani, M. Gellar, R. Gellar, R. Green and especially C. Bing. Please. They stick to each other no matter what, through thick and thin, through the fire and flames. Ok now i sound like Dragonforce's song. Gahh~ School was pretty normal and i totally have a crush on him. God. And art was awesome being able to sit with classmates. They are pretty lame and funny and Z.h is cuteeeee~ Yes he is. ;] Am getting started on art already and planning to complete at least two pieces this week. Thanks to unexpected him for giving me opinions on why i chose that topic. Arsenal lost to Man u. Whatever. Hate Arshavin now. Someone should injure/murder/sell him. Stupid greedy shit. Nevermind that, Edge won Royal Rumble. Oh my god he did. I expected him to show up during Wrestlemania in Undertaker's match but maybe my hypothesis came early so he will be facing Undertaker i think. Sadly, Randy didn't win. I don't know why i am starting to like Randy. But i sure do prefer him to John.c. And now i am anticipating the CD to come out. And now they're practically showing backstreet boys all over the television screen. Bingit ka pah. This is the second time they're coming and i'm gonna miss it again. :'( But i will, watch the live show preview and stuff. Surprisingly Dad's boss listen to Adam Lambert. And i have the cd and i'm gonna burn it and listen to it All night long. Ok now i sound like L.Richie song. Wtftw. Ok Grammy's on television so catch you guys later. Gebye and Genight.
sairah.
Labels: Someone should get this stupid feeling off my chest permanently.